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Wednesday, December 21, 2011

| Hampir 2 Tahun |

Assalamualaikum~ Tajuk ney bukan aku nk buat suspen ke ape and bukan juga tentang cinta okey. Bukan cinta sahaja yg memenuhi ruang hidup aku. Ini adalah cerita tentang alam persekolahan aku sepanjang menjadi pelajar PRA-U di chulan, ipoh :)

Kawan-kawan semuaaa, tak sangka kita da tempuh hampir 2 tahun menjadi pelajar PRA-U kann ? Cepat rasanye masa berlalu,  pejam celik pejam celik ehh dah abes STPM dah ? YAYYY dgn nada sayuu. Dah tentu byk kenangan pahit manis kita semua lalui sepanjang kita di sekolah yg sama kann. Aku sayangg korang semua. Korang lah kawan terbaik yg pernah aku ada walaupun byk perselisihan faham sebelum ney. Dari musuh - kawan - kawan baik - keluarga. Adakah korang anggap benda yang sama macam aku ? Jujurlah. Ney mula sebakk nehh -.-

Jom flashback : LOWER 6 : Sebulan dua mase masuk sekolah. Masing-masing buat hal sendiri. Keadaan kacau-bilau. Masing-masing nk menyerlah, rasa hot, rasa cantik, rasa kacak kat sekolah. Time ney kelakar. Macam-macam ragam. Semuanya kerana kita dari sekolah yang berasingan sebelumnya. Kini, di bawah satu bumbung. Pangai cam hampehh je. Aku ? Pun sama je, orang belakang langsung tak pandang. Yang aku tahu kawan yang dahulunya satu sekolah. Tayah nk kasi intro dah, buat letih je. Dah kenal senang walaupun ada antaranye satu sekolah tp tak pernah sembang. Ahhhh tak kiralah, janji dari area yang sama. Bukan sbb ape, aku ney jenis ssh nk mulakan persahabatan. Bagi aku, lama-lama nnt kenal lahh. Kalo rajin korang lah tegur aku, baru aku rancakk sikit. HAHAHA. Hubungan antara kelas plak ? Mak aihhh, asabiahh siot dan bersifat perkauman. Kelas ekonomi tak ngam ngn kelas sastera yang sering dikatakan kaki jiwangg kemainn. Fitnah sume tuu. Kami amik sastera sbb bute maths jela. Dak cina dengan perangai NERD nye. adui. Hancuss semuanyaa. Cikgu sendiri pun ada yg tak senang dgn sikap kami. Maaf ye cikguu, kami mmg nakal sikit tp tak jahat okeyy :P
SENARIO NYE BEGINI -.-'
UPPER 6 : Alhamdulillah. Ini yang selama ney aku nk sebut. Kami makin rapat selepas lawatan ke UPM. Mmg tujuan lawatan ke UPM ini untuk buka mata kitaorg perjalanan dan kehidupan di kampus tp secara tak langsung tujuannya untuk mengeratkan lagi hubungan sesama kami yang mana cikgu sendiri merasakan ketegangannya. HAHA. Thanks cikguu. We always love you :) Selepas lawatan berakhir kami beraksi seperti sedia kala di sekolah, tetapi terdapat sedikit perubahan. Lama-kelamaan antara sedar tak sedar kami mula rapat, dari pendapat yang sering bercanggah - majoriti - sebulat suara. Bila keadaan begini, barangkali Allah nak uji kami ; adakah perhubungan kami ini kekal ? kukuh ? atau sebaliknya. Pelbagai masalah datang menimpa kami. Satu persatu. Ada sahaja aduan yg kami terima dari pelbagai pihak. Banyak juga anasir-anasir fitnah terhadap kami. Biasalah, tidak semua orang sempurna, tak semua org sukakan kita dan kita tak pernah terlepas dengan hasutan "syaitonirajim". Kami redha, ada juga yang tak tahan sehingga meluahkan segala yg terbuku kepada cikgu tersayang. Cikgu kami sentiasa disisi kami. Tetapi ingat juga kawan-kawan bahawa Allah tahu siapa benar siapa salah. Maka yg benar akan peroleh perlindungan daripada-Nya. Sehingga ke saat akhir, semasa di medan peperangan masih juga timbul isu. Kami redha sekali lagi sesungguhnya masalah itu kami anggap sebagai dugaan peperiksaan.
TAPI KINI, LEBIH KEPADA INI :)
LASTLY : Aku sangat hargai persahabatan kita semua. Semoga kita tak lupa sesama kita ye. Diharapnye, akan berkekalan sampai bila-bila. Tak kiralah kat mana korang berada, sejauh mana, dan selama mana korang hidup di dunia ney. Jangan sesekali lupa bila dah berjaya okeyy. Kawan tetap kawan, sahabat tetap sahabat. Selamanyaaaaaa~ AKU CINTAKAN KORANG :')

p/s : Byk je aku nk cte lagi tp ____________ Nampak kan saya seorang sensitif. Hehee
The End.

Sunday, December 11, 2011

| Macam ni cte dia |

Always, for 24 hours,

every time I think of you,
these impatient feelings of mine, just flow out.

Although it’s easy to say “I love you”,

when you appear in front of me,
my personality arises and becomes my hindrance.

If I was good at doing everything firmly,

even if I take that trait,
no matter how hard I try, that impeding wall won’t break.

I hope you can understand my feelings.

That’s why I always
give you that side glance
with my greatest courage and love.

It seems my silky heart will break.

I finally got to meet you and be aware of you,
but I’m unskillful in love…
I’ve forgotten my scars of love,
so suddenly, the pain overflows.
Someday, the real me will say “I Love You”,
I must say it…but today I’ve become too weak to do it.

If I say I love you, I’ll be at ease,

although I understand that truth,
If I say it, it seems you’ll distance yourself…

In what way should I think about it?

Right now, your distance to me
is merely that of friends…

It may be a beautiful thing but,

I just don’t want to keep getting hurt.
Why did I just warned myself?
I’m just running away right?

It seems my silky heart will break.

This time, if I’m to be hurt again, I’m sure
I won’t be able to love anyone else again…

This sound leading and seemingly breaking my heart

lies under my memories…I’m sure.
I put away and forgot about that day…
My sewing kit should be somewhere…

Always, for 24 hours,

every time I think of you,
these impatient feelings of mine, just flow out.

It seems my silky heart will break.

I finally got to meet you and be aware of you,
but I’m unskillful in love…
Purposely hiding my weakness,
even if I put up a front, I’m sure
one day the real me will say “I Love You” and
properly convey these feelings to you.


* kalau korg bace faham kann pasal ape ? haha. Ney gare-gare sume tny aku pasal org yg aku suka. Bkn takde yg aku suka tp tak berani. Mcm ape yg aku create kat atas ney lah. Suatu hari nnt mungkin aku akan ckp jugak. Masa! YA, aku hanya perlukan masa :)

Saturday, December 3, 2011

| by YUI |


This is my favourite JAPAN singer. She is awesome, pretty and her voice so amazing. Adore you. Just want to share with u guys. For those who have never listen to her songs. Please hear and leaves some comment. 
Arigato gozaimasta !!


Friday, December 2, 2011

| About YUI |

Yui was born in Fukuoka, Japan. She grew up in a single-parent family; her father left her mother when she was three. She stated that she had always been close to music, as she would remember the beats from music she heard on the radio, and could sing it. By the time she was in elementary school she thought she would like to become a singer. The Associated Press has reported that her full name is "Yui Yoshioka" but Yui and her record label have not confirmed this.

Self-described as shy and horrible at talking to others as a child, she would play outside by herself in mountains, rivers, by the sea and in rice paddies. In her third year, she was influenced by her mother to begin writing a journal of her feelings and tried to compose them into poems. By the time she was in high school, she began to write songs, and she thought of that as being managing to be able express herself little by little. While in high school, she worked part-time at a Chinese restaurant to help pay for tuition. With her workload, she thought she no longer had the time to realize her dreams of a music career. For example, between music, school and work, she only had one or two hours of sleep; she would eventually get ill. While in the hospital, she was overwhelmed with the desire to make music and finally decided that school and music could not coexist.

Soon after leaving the hospital, she got a chance to see her first live street performance. She expressed a desire to pursue a musical career to the band, Bianco Nero, at the end of the concert. The band advised Yui to join a private music school. Despite the social norm of finishing school in Japan and discouragement from her teachers, Yui did not hesitate to drop out of high school and began to study guitar and songwriting at a juku (cram school) in her hometown of Fukuoka. Aspiring to become a professional, she took to street performing at Fukuoka's Tenjin Station. These street performances helped Yui to overcome her shyness.

Her professional career began in March 2004 when, at the recommendation of her juku instructors, she applied for an audition hosted by SONY MUSIC JAPAN.Then her career become bigger and bigger. This is how she become an idol, from the bottom until now on the top :) Salute her.


Thursday, December 1, 2011

| Hasilnya bila rinduu |

Always under exactly the same sky, always exactly the same day

Other than your not being here, there’s nothing different at all

I just want to smile, want to forget everything

Just like absolutely nothing has happened, smiling to live my days

Miss you, miss you so much, because I miss you so much

Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you

Want to see you, want to see you, because I want to see you so much

Now it’s like I have this habit, keep calling out your name
It’s the same today

I thought I’d let go, not leaving anything behind

No, no, now I still can’t let you go

Miss you, miss you so much, because I miss you so much

Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you

Want to see you, want to see you, because I want to see you so much

Now it’s like I have this habit, keep calling out your name

It’s the same today

Everyday, everyday, it feels like I’m gonna die, what should I do?
Love you, love you, I love you

I hadn’t even spoken the words, I just let you go

Sorry, sorry, do you hear my words

My late confession, can you hear it

I love you..

gambaran boyfriend. Melampau, HAHA