Hear it.Feel it

Sunday, December 11, 2011

| Macam ni cte dia |

Always, for 24 hours,

every time I think of you,
these impatient feelings of mine, just flow out.

Although it’s easy to say “I love you”,

when you appear in front of me,
my personality arises and becomes my hindrance.

If I was good at doing everything firmly,

even if I take that trait,
no matter how hard I try, that impeding wall won’t break.

I hope you can understand my feelings.

That’s why I always
give you that side glance
with my greatest courage and love.

It seems my silky heart will break.

I finally got to meet you and be aware of you,
but I’m unskillful in love…
I’ve forgotten my scars of love,
so suddenly, the pain overflows.
Someday, the real me will say “I Love You”,
I must say it…but today I’ve become too weak to do it.

If I say I love you, I’ll be at ease,

although I understand that truth,
If I say it, it seems you’ll distance yourself…

In what way should I think about it?

Right now, your distance to me
is merely that of friends…

It may be a beautiful thing but,

I just don’t want to keep getting hurt.
Why did I just warned myself?
I’m just running away right?

It seems my silky heart will break.

This time, if I’m to be hurt again, I’m sure
I won’t be able to love anyone else again…

This sound leading and seemingly breaking my heart

lies under my memories…I’m sure.
I put away and forgot about that day…
My sewing kit should be somewhere…

Always, for 24 hours,

every time I think of you,
these impatient feelings of mine, just flow out.

It seems my silky heart will break.

I finally got to meet you and be aware of you,
but I’m unskillful in love…
Purposely hiding my weakness,
even if I put up a front, I’m sure
one day the real me will say “I Love You” and
properly convey these feelings to you.


* kalau korg bace faham kann pasal ape ? haha. Ney gare-gare sume tny aku pasal org yg aku suka. Bkn takde yg aku suka tp tak berani. Mcm ape yg aku create kat atas ney lah. Suatu hari nnt mungkin aku akan ckp jugak. Masa! YA, aku hanya perlukan masa :)

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